graceh.

2010-03-08T00:52:00.003+08:00

i always wonder.
why are we always so affected by others?
is it the reason that we can't live alone.
is it cos we're made this way, we feel insecure, we feel lonely?
thus we always sought after people's approvals to make ourselves feel that hey we're doing the right thing?
is thinking for yourself sometimes instead of putting others in front of you wrong?
selfishness?
self-centred?

had my third holy communion today.
the intense feelings i felt when i had it the first time seemed mild now.
how?
and i thought wow, it's already march.
what have i done this year up till now?
has it been fulfilling?
has it been happy?
hmm, happy is yet another subjective term.
being happy can be at others' expense.
so is being happy a good or bad thing?
anyway, so has the past two months been fulfilling?
hmm. i don't know.

it just seemed this year started bad.
everything seems out of control.
i don't like it.
but should i be thinking in such a selfcentred way again?
it's always about me me me. me liking. me disliking.
i've been busy that i've drifted from many things.
things neglected. empty promises.
wrong choices maybe?
hah.
what's new.
but what have i been busy with?
i don't even know.

i can see it's going to be a year for me to learn many lessons.
who knows, by the end of the year i'm not who i am now.

2010-03-08T00:27:00.002+08:00

Link: 你的爱

你创造宇宙万物

统管一切所有

但你却关心我的需要

了解我的感受

你手铺陈天上云彩

打造永恒国度

但这双手却甘心为我

忍受彻骨钉伤苦痛

你公益审判万民

圣洁光照全地

但你却一再赐恩典

一再赐怜悯

给我机会回转向你

你的爱如此温柔

超乎我心所想

这样大有能力的主

竟捧我在手掌心上

你的爱如此深切

我知我无以报答

但愿倒空我的生命

学习你谦卑的样式

背起我自己的十字架

2010-03-06T22:45:00.002+08:00

mundane.
moodless.
drifted.
stressed.
facade.

2010-01-24T23:18:00.002+08:00

should i or should i not?

should -
well, i won't be so tight up.
since, this is my only source of inflow.
and, i have many plans that are a lil too ambitious. lol.

shouldn't -
i need time to study.
i have too many.
i will be 'pestered'.
i should insist my stand.

so?

2009-12-28T00:56:00.003+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!
'twas a christmas full of carollings! :D

andand, happy first birthday THAD kiddo! :D
why are you staring at me? lol.

and of course we gotta take a photo with the prettiest sister Gladys (:

2009-12-20T18:13:00.003+08:00

20122009.

YAYs.

BAPTISED!

All who is happy say YAY! :D :D

No words can express how happy and nervous i was. and this will be the official second birthday of mine (:
and so, Grace Heah will start from scratch again. She is now zero years of age once more.
She is still learning her ropes in Christian-living so.. 请多多指教!
lalalalalalala~ so now i can sing songs day in day out?
not like i haven't been doing that, with my own lyrics somemore (and got corrected by amanda lol!)

YAYs. a day i won't forget.

p.s. it's fine corrine. you rushed! it's the thought that counts. no need to cry. hahah. why so cute? (:
p.p.s and i guess it's quite wonderful to get baptised with your cousin. (:

2009-12-19T23:44:00.003+08:00

God does answer prayers.
for the past few days, be it the biggest issue or the smallest issue, He has been showing me so many miracles that I myself is so amazed.

say, how can it be that i was up on the peak of bt timah hill and the wind started howling really dangerously. i started to pray that it will not rain until we get down cos it will be really dangerously for us, and the campers from this random children's camp. and so, i could hear the howling and i could even see rain at the city but just not the forest. somehow, the minute we got down from the hill, it started pouring. how wonderful is the timing?

then, the dress which i got online, which i prayed and prayed that it must not go wrong cos i don't have any time to go search for baptism clothes, turned out reallly wrong. and so i panicked. and i asked around. the next morning, DING, i thought i was able to think clearly. consolidating the various opinions, i started mixing clothes that i already have and tada, i have it. I am happy cos i can look presentable on such an important day, and I am happy too cos He showed me the fact that if you trust Him, He'll show you the way, when there seems to be no way.

then there was this incident, where my friend needed help. but, i couldn't help cos i didn't know the essential details. Helplessness. and so i prayed. real hard. that was the only thing i could do. then she texted. said she's fine. Relief? i think i can just literally scream THANK YOU GOD, then break down and cry. Hahah. yes, crybaby i am.

you know, i reminded myself that i needed to give you a hug when i see you. but, memory fails.

well, yea. actually, these were all really big issues in my opinion. and this got me marvelling once again. He will never abandon. only we will. Hmm, time to reflect.
*chiong to do quiettime.*
lol.

2009-12-19T23:38:00.001+08:00

20122009

here i come (:

2009-12-15T21:39:00.003+08:00

A sound reminder?
for i have been fretting over the smallest and biggest things.

here's what i saw when i read my online devotional for ytd.

"Always be full of joy in the Lord. I say it again, rejoice! Philippians 4:4 (NLT)
When the Apostle Paul says, "Always be full of joy in the Lord," he doesn't say only be joyful in good times. Even when times are tough, The Bible teaches we can be joyful if we follow this simple strategy -

Don't worry about anything.
Worrying doesn't change anything. It's stewing without doing. There are no such things as born-worriers. Worry is a learned response. You learned it from your parents. You learned it from your peers. You learned it from experience. That's good news. The fact that worry is learned means it can also be unlearned.

How do you unlearn it? Jesus says (Matthew 6:34), "Therefore do not worry about tomorrow for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough troubles of its own." He's saying don't open your umbrella until it starts raining. Don't worry about tomorrow. Live one day at a time.

Pray about everything.
Instead of worrying, use your time for praying. If you prayed as much as you worried, you'd have a whole lot less to worry about. Is God interested in car payments? Yes. He's interested in every detail of your life. That means you can take any problem you face to God.

Thank God in all things.
Whenever you pray, you should always pray with thanksgiving. The healthiest human emotion is not love but gratitude. It actually increases your immunities. It makes you more resistant to stress and less susceptible to illness. People who are grateful are happy. But people who are ungrateful are miserable because nothing makes them happy. They're never satisfied. It's never good enough. So if you cultivate the attitude of gratitude, of being thankful in everything, it reduces stress in your life.

Think about the right things.
If you want to reduce the level of stress in your life, you must change the way you think because the way you think determines how you feel. And the way you feel determines how you act, which is why the Bible teaches that, if you want to change your life, you need to change what you're thinking about.

This involves a deliberate conscious choice where you change the channels. You choose to think about the right things. Because the root cause of stress is the way we choose to think, we need to focus on the positive and on God's word.

What is the result of not worrying, praying about everything, giving thanks, and focusing on the right things? Paul says we will then "experience God's peace, which exceeds anything we can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus." (Philippians 4:7 NLT)"

-Rick Warren

"Be joyful always, pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus."
- 1 Thessalonians 5:16-18

2009-12-13T11:15:00.001+08:00

'tis the season to have holidays
falalalala lalalala

i do not want to go for lessons afterwards ):

2009-12-11T22:37:00.003+08:00

it's been a busy busy busy week and i like it. it's december and it feels good to be busy.

went for beauty and the beast musical last friday and it was omo-ly hilariously entertaining. i totally love the two sisters of beauty (who is bella in original animation). they are desiree and b___ i can't rmb her name. lol. desiree is the really hilar sister played by chua en lai. go watch if you haven't and are interested. it's goooooood.

ohohoh, our dearest ningdie made us all customised 2010 calendars! HOW TALENTED RIGHT. i'm totally going to frame it and not use it though she made it porferated so that we can tear monthly. we're so not going to tear can.

had dimsum with my dear schoolmates on tuesday at my new favourite hangout place - chinatown. but coincidences happen and it just so happen amanda was there before. i'm so sorry dear. the food wasn't exactly fantastic too cos it's lukewarm. and service wasn't that fantastic prolly cos it's the naptime of the day. but it was still pretty nice to get together to have a meal out of school :D

and wednesday was sentosa day! was station master for youth camp and i was stationed at palawan beach. so i was all prepared for the big scorching sun, with my spf 50 spread on my face. but as i found a spot on the rocks overlooking the sea, i can see the dark clouds. BUT! i thought it was quite a good weather actually. i was asking God what would be the best weather to play these kinda games? i would rather hot scorching sun. but He gave us a rain shower before we started the games at 3pm and the weather is definitely much cooler.

so spf 50 wasn't of much use. so was the brolly. cos another shower came too suddenly again and i was rushing for shelter. for a second i thought i might slip and fall into the oceans can. and there at the shelter i met the red ants and they attacked me. yea. i think i told everyone the story. so details are eliminated. lol. amanda was saying they are really cute cos they can't find their home so they started attacking me as they climb onto my feet out of panic. imagine if i can't find my house. okay. it's kinda hilarious. lol.

so aches aside, i thought it was quite fun. i highly suspected the police coastguards thought i was about to do something silly cos they came dangerously near to me?

and thursday i went to help out at ally's station for the afternoon games then i went for tuition. nephew was surprisingly cooperative. prolly cos he hadn't seen me for a month and he miss me? awwwww. lol.

and today i went for the korean stars meet&greet session. it's really closeup and there were only twenty-odd of us who are able to get into the place. like omgosh omgosh ya? lol. but i was fineeee about it. and i actually shivered when i heard the young girls shriek their lungs out. help, i can't stand it. but it was a really rare and new experience and i had handshakes with every single one of them. though i only knew 3 out of 5 group of artistes. lol. i insisted that they wrote my name. well, most did. and shirley was asking, why do i need so many grace-s for? HAHA.

towards the end of the row of artistes are the two groups which i have no idea who they are. but, guess what, i had a decent time chatting with them. i was telling this "mario" group about my name grace and i linked to amazing grace, how she look pretty and i don't know handsome in korean and they taught me handsome in korean and i said it weirdly and we had a hearty laughter.

then, mario wrote this,
"we love you grace! mario"
awwww. i made their day, didn't i? hahaha.
i thought it made my day too. the rest were toooo cool and aloof and their managers had the fiercest faces. heyhey, you guys were once like us okay. bahhhh.

ohohoh, but ga-in was quite cute. i wanted her to write "grace" but the crew pushed me away and she gave me the apologetic smile and i gave the "it's fine" look. and requested for a handshake instead. lol. i'm easily satisfied yo. :D

and so, happy times fly~ and i still got to continue vexing over small little things in life. ):

2009-11-29T22:44:00.002+08:00

Be a doer not a hearer.

although today's sermon weren't that captivating, i still manage to catch a point.
as everyone knows, action speaks louder than words. but do we actually execute it?
yes, it's essential to be a good listener, but taking in too much and not acting it out is a big problem too.
i think i have such a problem some times too, goes in through the left ear and out through the right a split second later. isn't that so for lectures, especially mummy's lectures? haha. so, we should not procrastinate and not act out whatever that we had taken in. of course, filtering is necessary too. one must have his own opinions yes yes. haha.
okay, so here's promising myself, actions actions.
change!

first, i'll try to change my tuition kids and my own attitude towards studies. HAHA.

By Faith

2009-11-26T01:15:00.003+08:00

Hebrews 11 - By Faith

i was troubled over things-
my brother has to go to philippines next week for his business trip. he goes there monthly. no matter what we say, he insist on going. the massacre there is no joke.

and He once again enlightened me. He reminded me that i have not be putting enough trust in Him. everything is done in His time. so, if my brother is to go over, He will definitely look over him. by faith, we will have strength that we do not possess and do the impossible. so here i am, praying for my brother's safety.

By faith.

and i see bits and pieces of God's work done.
my cousin told my brother about baptism.
he came home asked me.
he says he is coming, then he will be flying to philippines after that.

can you tell how happy i am?
i told my parents, thought they'll convey the msg, my bro missed it.
then comes my cousin.
so i was shocked when he accusingly asked me why i didn't tell him.
lol.

and i start to think back, since when did we start texting/calling/?
we used to not speak a word to each other.
lol.
i guess He really does work in ways we can't see yeah?

2009-11-21T23:30:00.004+08:00

am i wrong to hate?

it's often read in the bible to "Love your enemies"
how many of us are actually able to do this?
for me, i think i'm still far from it.

i have a long, ongoing "hate" list.
or rather, a list of "i-can't-stand" (but prolly more towards hate. haha.)

i can't stand/hate
- inconsiderate smokers. well, they can smoke, but can't they think of the people around them? aren't we innocent? why must we suffer because of your own pleasure? i mean, just be considerate and smoke no where near a hdb building, is that too much to ask for? hot(cancerous) air rises and i live on low levels. ):
-irresponsible spouses who have children. the most innocent party is none other but the children.
-gambler addicts. i can only see more cons than pros. enough said.
-norms,conformity and stress. why? cos though it leads to order and competitiveness, it will also lead to cranky behaviours and depression, worse death.
-stereotypers. everyone is more or less stereotyping everyday, that's how our brain works. we categorise things. but, clique-ish and looking down on people who don't behave "normally" (normal = the same way as you do) ?
-kids who doesn't know how to appreciate things they have. shen zai fu zhong bu zhi fu. i may be one too when i was young. haha.
and the list goes on.

oh no. this is bad. the list can go on and on. and when will i have the compassion and love to hug everyone of this category?
hmm, i know i'm still not at the stage where i will forget about my "i-can't-stand" towards them and go right up to them and try to change their mentality and be there with them to help them with the changing of mindset/behaviour/habit.
when the day arrives, will be the day when i am able to say outright that i love my enemies.
if not, i don't think i can do it now.
i shall work towards this tough goal. before that, i will still continue twitting "I HATE..." :x

ah, this thought came about when i was bathing. LOL.

2009-10-11T01:13:00.001+08:00

OH OH

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO MICHELLE FOO! :D

2009-10-11T01:01:00.002+08:00

people always say time flies when you're having fun.

but we're two months to end of 2009 and i hadn't really feel that 2009 was a fun year.
and i don't really feel i've done much this year.
well... i do hope i will accomplish some stuff this year hahah, and i hope to fulfil some next year too.
woah i'm planning ahead! lol.

hmm, what does future lies for me?
i'm actually still quite unclear exactly which industry will i get into.
sigh. not like i've never given it a thought.
it's just, i don't see the goal clearly. hmmmm.

time flies. like seriously. urgh. i'm fine with growing up. but time ain't waiting for me............

2009-09-05T01:14:00.003+08:00

lalala. clears away the dark clouds. graceh is a happy girl because..

i got a cup from my boyyy.

okay, it's actually from my aunt, his grandma.

but out of the two he chose one for me.

and he explained his choice which was oh-so-sweet.

i'm totally bought over by him again. sigh!

psst. he was so sweet prolly cos he had a great lesson ytd la. basically we talked for more than half the lesson. we went from trip (falling down) to holidays to volcanoes to tempers to hurricanes to i don't know where we talk till. i'm not cheating money ok, i'm teaching him new words, new knowledge. yes yes.

2009-09-01T02:07:00.003+08:00

as much as i like surprises, i am still shocked by the unexpected surprise.

uol gave us an early-bird present eh.
let us die of shock earlier... lol.

anyway, the one which i was more confident about wasn't how it should turn out to be.
the one which i detested was yes, the best out of everything.
how contradicting.

but i should be contented aye?
since i didn't fail.
and i put in only about 75% of hardwork? since i still had time to blow candles. haha.
my pea-size brain can't rmb things for long.
so.. i'm (trying) to be contented.
just a little disappointed.
i'm still in the early stages of just knowing it you see. haha. i need time.
and, i'm actually quite calm about it.
too many false alarms had brought away all my fear. haha.
maybe that's God's way of taking away my fears lol.

ok. happy teachers' day to all noble teachers then.
we need this. haha.
a year of pent-up anger and sorrows and woes no where to vent. today is our day. yay.
i'm talking like a full time noble person. hahaha.
oh, it's tuitions-packed day tmr/later.

let me sing a song...
oh~ happy day~
oh~ happy day~!

2009-08-31T00:40:00.003+08:00

was into an acapella frenzy this few days and i'm loving youtube loads.

here's a few which gave me jitters.

naturally seven

i'm in love with juz b again. haha.

another juz b.

ahmir

super mario acapella lol.

andand, our beloved dongbang.

lastly another dongbang hahah.

2009-08-15T02:32:00.001+08:00

oh yes, after hopping to mich's blog, i realise i didn't pen down such a memorable day.

the cheenas.
the ring.
after 8 years.
and many to come.

:D

(written on 01 sept 09)

2009-08-13T02:07:00.002+08:00

jiayou to the morakot flood victims!

it aches to see the detailed live reports on the tw news channels. ):

2009-08-10T00:54:00.002+08:00

happy national day! :D
i'm a patriotic kid. and i thought this year's celebration was quite good. :D:D

oh, recently i'm reading jodi picoult's change of heart.
uhhh, it stresses me alot.
this book talks a whole load about death penalty and stuff. i'm contemplating if i should continue reading. oh well.
andand, i got this book online, and guess what, i forgot to type in my block in the address. like omg. how are they going to send to me. but i wrote the postalcode. please let it reach me. fingers crossed.

ohoh, i just made a super important decision. haha.
yea. and my paychecks have been delayed for days. cos theyyyy keep postponing the lessons :(

ahhh, it's school reopen soon.
a fresh new page to those starting school after say.. three years?
haha, jiayou k!

2009-07-09T00:32:00.002+08:00

been reading quite a bit and coincidentally, they're both Irish writers.
I kinda like their style more than the previous authors i've read before.
well, i may be biased and everyone has their likes and hates.

read cecelia ahern's a place called here and if you could see me now.
and i particularly liked the latter. it was a sad ending, but it makes the story complete. so.. it's not exactly a sad ending. hahaha.

the other author was martina reilly.
i liked her books better than cecelia's actually. and i had chanced upon the book in the library. i had found the book cover pleasing to my eye. yes, i choose books by the book cover, then i read the back. hahaha.
oh yea, just last week i read the summer of secrets, second chances and wish upon a star.
loved the summer of secrets out of all the books. basically these five books are more or less about family, the lesson of forgiveness and accepting the past and yea, life's short and you shouldn't be missing out in so much. along that line ya.
her books cracks me up for a second and send me feeling the heartache the next. and oh, it's in middle font print. as in the words are slightly more spaced. so, more easy reading aye. hahaha.
i shall go and buy summer of secrets or second chances some day when i have the cash heh :D

ohohs, shall go find all i want is you in the lib next week :D

oohyay, what a random post. lol.
i should be talking more about my life eh.
oh well, this is my life. hahaha. <3.

2009-06-17T14:14:00.002+08:00

many first times yesterday!

first time donating blood. okays, it wasn't alot just about 2 test tubes but still... :D

first time playing this irritatingly fun hopping machine at illuma with ally sy and mh.

first time gg down to chinatown to get my shampoo! :D

first time walking to holland v from buona vista. lol. i'm kampong i know.

well, i like first times. new experiences are fun heh.

2009-06-13T20:40:00.003+08:00

Lalalala.

happy birthday soohuay!
happy birthday ally!
happy birthday uncle baba!
happy birthday sihui! :D

it was massive birthday celebrations last week!
the first time i tried ice skating too.
omo.
although i might try to skate again after i watch Triple ytd night, i will definitely regret eh.
basically i was screaming my lungs out when i crawled round the rink. lol.
adeline is fast learner!
i really wanted to just sit at the steps and talk the time away with amanda.
but sihui and adeline didnt allow us to. haha.
and so, it was back at the rink, trying not to slip. but we were supposed to glide right? and the first step to gliding will be to allow yourself to slip..but...you know....i love ground. concrete. yea. oh wells. haha. next time aye. :D

ohoh, side note. during the period between my end of exams and this week, i went to the zoo, escape, pc fair, and some other places which i can't remember. haha. it was hectic and fun fun fun :D but i need a job job job! yells!

alrights. and i'll still be using my bro's com for a prolonged period. ( just like some rides in escape, prolonged maintenance. lol)

2009-06-04T17:13:00.001+08:00

MY CURRENT FAVOURITE - 8EIGHT

8eight - without a heart

2009-05-14T20:01:00.001+08:00

0512

some may hate it.
some may dread it.

but i totally love it :D

happy birthday to me :D

2009-04-21T00:34:00.005+08:00

my first bottle of wine.

NOT!

it's an umbrella!

bro got it from philippines.

HAHA.

2009-04-18T09:25:00.003+08:00

i walk into the sewing machine located at the bend when i woke up the other day. in the end i got a big bruise on my thigh.

i was suntanning as i was seated in the sun in the library yesterday. my scalp feels hot. sunburnt maybe?

there's no contacts/sms records in my phone anymore. i brought it for repair cos there's no screen. so much for the love to save msges. i have like 3000 msges inside. what's the use if you have storage space. customer service will just say, " sorry mdm, we can do nothing about it." x100

3/4 of my kid's exam dates are the same as mine. haha.

stressed is the word.

time is something i want to buy.

and, ning was totally random the other day when she sent me this.
but it made me :D for one full day.
introducing mr. katsu-kun!
and i was debating with her over the email the meaning of katsu.
well, i always eat katsu-don and it means chicken, so, mr. chicken meat.
but she insisted katsu = victory.

LOL.

2009-04-07T02:58:00.007+08:00

i kind of remembered this random incident that happened last week as i see pearlie's tag.

it was on april 1st.
and it was a pretty common morning as i took the train to clementi, on my way to school.
and as i was about to tap my card to get out of the station, i spotted pearlie who is tapping her card to come in.
so she came in, and i went to call out to her, at the same time subconsciously tapping my card.
so, technically speaking, i'm out of the station alr.
but my mind was so focused on catching pearlie's attention that i'm still inside the station. i didn't get out at all. LOL.
talk about classic expressions exchange when i looked at her.
according to her, i gave her a shocked+sigh+ nothing i can do expression, while she gave me a shocked+surprised+i can't talk much cos we're gg different direction look.

apparently she thought i was outside the stn and she is inside. that explains the look. haha, it must be she hadn't wake up.
i'm still in the station! just that there is a long queue behind me waiting to get out.
lol.

oh and sihui,pearlie,shirley and i met for dinner today. it was hilariously funny. we were laughing at the silliest and smallest things.
to either one of you reading, shall we meet like monthly?
haha.

andandand, pearlie and i both fell embarrassingly at the busiest hour in clementi mrt station before. hahahaha.
why? we were trying to avoid banging into people coming our way.
and we both think we handled the situation well.
up till today :D

lol,
i'm sorry pearlie :/

2009-03-31T00:07:00.004+08:00

had a hairdye and cut today.
but the colour didn't turn out the way i wanted.
it was, in fact, even darker than my original hair colour.
so i was in a relatively foul mood.

had a tiff with my bro too.
he was in a foul mood cos he was sick.
sigh.

prolly, i had alr not start the day with a good mood.
subconsciously disturbed by yesterday maybe?
oh well, it has all passed and my mistake had been forgiven (:

tmr will be a better day.
sch till 5 tmr.
wed too.

oh, i'm way behind my studying timetable.
i don't want to know why.
:/

最熟悉的陌生人
〉〉总觉得它好贴切哦

aww.

2009-03-29T01:21:00.003+08:00

aww.
side effects of searching for love songs.

plain white t's - 1,2,3,4
1,2 - 1 2 3 4
give me more lovin then i've ever had.
make it all better when i'm feelin sad.
tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
barely gettin mad,
im so glad i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy,
as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.
(i love you)
give me more lovin from the very start.
piece me back together when i fall apart.
tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
best that i've had.
im so glad that i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.i love you
(i love you)
you make it easy, its easy as 1234
theres only one thing two do three words four you i love you
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
thats what ill do i love you
(i love you)
i love you i love you.
one two three four i love you.
(iloveyou)
i love you
(i love you)

aslyn - that's when i love you
(courtesy of corrine's song recommendation :D
and i totally <3 it when i heard it. seems familiar too (: )

When you have to look away
When you don't have much to say
That's when I love you
I love you, just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love you, endlessly

And when your mad cuz you lost a game
Forget I'm waiting in the rain
Baby i love you,
I love you anyway

Here's my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
That's when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
That's when I love you,
When I love you no matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
That's when I love you
I love you a little more each time
And when you cant quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
That's when I love you
I love you, more than you'll know

And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you get when you show up late
Baby I love you
I love you anyway

Here's my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
That's when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
That's when I love you,
When I love you no matter what

That's when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
That's when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
No matter what

k-ci & jojo - all my life

I will never find another lover sweeter than you,
Sweeter than you
I will never find another lover more precious than you,
More precious than you
Girl you are Close to me you're like my mother,
Close to me you're like my father,
Close to me you're like my sister,
Close to me you're like my brother
You are the only one my everything and for you this song I sing

All my life I pray for someone like you
I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I pray for someone like you
I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do, love me too

Said I promised to never fall in love with a stranger,
Youre all Im thinking of I praise the Lord above,
For sending me your love, I cherish every hug,
I REALLY LOVE YOU!!!

All my life, I pray for someone like you,
I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I pray for someone like you
I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do, love me

Youre all that Ive ever known, your smile on your face,
All I see is a glow,
You turned my life around,
You picked me up when I was down,
Youre all that Ive ever known, when you smile
Your face glows,
You picked me up when I was down
Youre all that Ive ever known, when you smile
Your face glows,
You picked me up when I was down & I hope
That you feel the same way too,
Yes I pray that you do love me too

All my life, I pray for someone like you,
I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I pray for someone like you
I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do, love me too
All my life I pray for someone like you

2009-03-26T00:08:00.002+08:00

neglected.
cos i've nthg much to write about.
i guess, recently the people who see me most are my tuition families.
which i actually enjoy cos, i love going to my cousin's place recently.
well, corrine is the only cousin whose age is closer to mine so we know each other better.
other than her, all the other cousins which i have are at least 12years older.
so since i'm alr not that close to my brother, what say them?
so actually, i'm really happy to go.
and i can see she is happy to have me there too.
it's really funny seeing my aunt, my cousin and her son fight for the tv, squabbling over the most trivial things. i always tell them i'm watching "zhen qing" (the hongkong family drama) live broadcasted. lol.
oh, the other boy is cute too. i guess he is used to me by now. so he is totally casual with me. but just one thing, i know he can't stand my naggings. lol!
so can i just say that its like love-hate relationships?
angeldevil you name it they can transform into it. haha.

so it's the countdown to the papers.
i've started on my studying timetable.
it's slow. and time is ticking!
i am kind of liking my studying environment in my room for now.
i face the window and i see a field of soccer players. hahah.

and somehow, whenever i set myself to accomplish something,
things always happen.
tht's why i can't plan ahead.
sigh.

2009-02-28T01:06:00.003+08:00

CALLING EVERYONE who listens to music!
i need help from every single one who drops by here.
i'm sure you guys have heard at least one or two nice, romantic, simple, touching love songs.
well, i need your help!
i'm collating songs for a wedding, so anyone with any suggestions of any songs, feel free to tag or send me an email. you can send me one, you can send me a hundred, all are welcome!
here's my email good_graceyeah@hotmail.com
thanks to everyone! :D

***

life has been relatively interesting this week.
i had been having how should i say it, interesting transport rides.

case 1
i was on my way to school one morning and as usual i was rushing for the train.
i got to the station found that both escalators were down at 7.30 in the morning.
imagine the jam.
so its stairs climbing & seeing the train drives away above me as i snailed my way up.
then, as i reach school who knows, the escalator was down too.
so in an hour, i've climbed almost 70 steps i reckon.
coincidence?

case 2
i was on my way to clarke quay one evening and it was jampacked.
was on heels and really happy i came out early.
(sidenote, after i showered and was about to leave house, it started pouring. -.-)
so i was on train texting away, and the train stopped in tracks near queenstown. they had spotted a train fault and stopped. So train was delayed, so were subsequent trains. And it marked the start of the exhausting ride. Train started braking every 5 ~ 10 seconds, full brake. Walla, imagine heels and brakes , they equate to streneous exercise. i totally think it's on par with 100 sit ups. In addition, there were heated crowds who want to squeeze onto train but to no avail and started cursing and swearing.
(Eh eh, not the first time seeing this, the last time i saw this was due to another train fault and there were no train in sight towards marina bay at JE at 6.30pm for at least 20 minutes. Hoho, talk about crowd. i almost stood at the yellow line at the other side of the platform.
Oh, i got carried away.
Anyway, i got to outram safely, thinking it's the end of my adventure. I happily texted sharon telling her that thank God i wasn't taking the train towards punggol cos it's another tug-of-war. So i delightedly got on the train to harbourfront, found a seat, texted mh asked where were they, and he called. Thenthe split second i answered, something strike me and i realised i took the wrong train. Voula, we'e meeting at clarke quay, and i trained to harbourfont?
Kudos to grace.
I listed that as one of my classics.

Case 3
it was nearing midnight, i was tired and texting serene. She was telling me about.. soeul moment? i can't remember.
and well, to make things short, i alighted at cck instead.
and yes, i realised it immediately the doors open.
so i sheepishly walked slowly to the centre of the platform and waited for the next train.
for a moment, i thought the station masters might think i'm trying to commit...
well, so yeah.

Case 4
i was on my way to school today.
i hadnt much sleep this morning cos i was trying to do last minute mugging for the paper today.
moreover, i had an interesting dream during my few hours of doze.
so, i was at clementi, and thought myself to be quite smart to take the empty 154 which came 2 minutes after the crowded one.
and who knows, the step to get on the bus was so high, i didnt quite get onto the step. and fell forward in front of the bus uncle. talk about embarrassment.
but i still think i handled well, i calmly walked to the back with a black face and notes in my hands and sarted flipping my notes the minute i sat down. (ughhh, i think it's not bad. lol.)
but i still blame it on my jeans.

case 5 (total blurness)
i saw the "switch mobile phones off" sign before i went into exam hall.
i took out my phone, it was on silent, i wanted to switch it off, but subconsciously, i "turn off silent".
i had some memory of my action when i heard a sony ericsson beep.
and it beeped at least 5 times.
left hall early as i couldn't do all the qns.
and found that it was my phone afterall.
well done grace.

***

i shall side track and talk about more pleasant things then.
lol.

went eski bar with solomon knights on wed to partly celeb xc's brthday and partly for sharon's sendoff.
it was freezing and a really fun night :D

then it was food tasting at m hotel ytd.
tummy full :D

oh, it was xr and sherman's birthday chalet last sat.
yea.

supposed to see my smtown today..but oh wells, it has ben postponed to next friday. oh eh, don't think i can make it though. it's pearlie's birthay. shall go contact mich. sigh.

wow, such a long entry.
i seriously got carried away haha.

2009-02-25T04:37:00.002+08:00

was studying and decided to take a breather so i went to people.
andandand, i saw that slumdog millionaire has won 8 awards!
i just watched that last friday and i wanted to blog about how nice the movie was since forever but i kept procrastinatng. now i see that they had won so many awards! i'm totall getting really excited now.
i need to say i love the songs in the movie and the kids are real cute and the dance at the end is classic. everyone was dancing at the platform. lol.
oh, do catch it if you're interested. it's this english-speaking indian film which is seriously very good. in fac, i think the male lead is quite goodlooking, the young of the male lead is cute as well oh, the female lead is wayy beyond gorgeous.

oh dear, i'm too high to get back to otia.

2009-02-19T00:21:00.002+08:00

been kept busy these few days with meetups!
it was first long lost primary clique meetup at essential brew on monday. i totally can understand why we clicked when we were young. but, first meetups are always not as accurate, you know, we might put up a false front. so, time will tell (: but i'm still superr happy to meetup with them. it'll be with sweecheng next time hopefully, and my the other groupie? aww man, pls come back fast yumiao.

then it was shokudo sendoff for yingshin on tue. it was good too. we had fun discussing many diff things and some are nc16! 0.O then there were those pretty photos :D

today was first studydateoftheyear with ally. it's no longer the youthroom-tauhuay-japcurryrice nights. we've moved to wlds library! i still love it there best. rmb the sec4 days and jtwo days which i spent mugging there with soo. aww familiarity. still! today was a harvestful(?) day. i did not fall asleep in lecture, neither did i while i study, neither did i while i tutored. well, almost in all occasions. :D

**

ohohs, and i need to random and digress.
- yewtee has subway.
- there's free samplin of this titbits at yewtee on 20th afternoon.
- amanda told me to text 2009 to this number and i did.
- ally ang and i are besties in _____ shopping.
- i really want to go summerschool/taiwan/yagvolunteer. but they all fall in the same period of time while i intern(hopefully).
- so i concluded that there's no 'one best way' in living but we always resort to 'satisficing', satisfying by sacrificing.
- i'll just be rational and try to find a hotel mgt intern/ airport mgt intern. lol.
- serene, my phone bill is 30over this mth. i'm shocked.
- jojo, missing you!
- seriously, ning too. you/me mia-ed and we don't msned even though you're online!
-

2009-02-16T15:09:00.002+08:00

life has been so mundane. it has been tuitions and lessons.
but hey i think i still like tuitions.
it leads me to know more about other families' lives.
kind of gave me a different light in seeing things.

oh, hmm.
can i just say kids these days are way too stressed?
they have so much to do everyday.
and all the other miscellaneous things they need to take up. wow.
swimmingmartialartsboysbrigadesupplementarylessonsforprimary3(?!)

oh, i've come to realise, it's really best to find a partner of the same religion.
so there won't be conflict of thoughts,
different mindset etc.
else, if it ends up in a divorce, the child(ren) is the most innocent party.
they'll be infused with the wrongest things and the vicious circle will continue when they grow up.

ohoh, happy valentine's (:

andand, my aunt has been stuffing me with so many kiwis whenever i go over, it is making me a really happy girl :D

2009-02-03T23:40:00.000+08:00

she feels that..

- apples taste better when eaten chilled, but its a torture to bite through a chilled apple.

- playing hangman during managerial econs lecture is the best pasttime to pass time.

- habits kill.

- so do online forum comments.

- it is hard to keep to new year resolutions. and it's only February.

- she is so easily amused by many things, such as how the standing cabin can squeeze so much more people during the peak hours.

- disputes between parents really affect the children.

- time is whooshing past. It is already February. she has prelims in 3 weeks time. didn't school just start and christmas just pass?

- it is super exciting cos she is going to have an online prelim paper. Wow.

- everyone is celebrating 21st, her pocket is burning a huge hole.

- it is really a torture to wait for top's family outing episode.

- it is going to be really awkward this sunday night.

- gajung couple is so cute together in bof. and yes, kimsoeun is really pretty.

- she hasn't found the right organiser yet. sigh.

- it is going to be really hard to find an intern job this year. isn't it?

andandand, this post was actually to emphasize on how i love/hate chilled apples. look how much stuff i crapped out. lol.

anyway, did i mention i love bananas and kiwis? hahaha.

what a random post.

2009-01-23T13:37:00.005+08:00

i'm so proud of myself.

i spent 4 hrs yesterday cleaning my room, including the drawers, and changed the family's bedsheets.
it's clean-the-living-room-operandi today :D
and i cooked meself fried udon noodles, oyster sauced, for dinner yesterday! may seem easy for others, but for me, it's a great leap in cooking.
oh alrights, i followed instructions on the packaging. haha.

just last week, sihui and i combed jp, bugis and far east in a day doing cny shopping.
not much achievement though.
but at least we got some stuff.
our feet almost split open at the end of the day. s
eriously, i totally prefer online shopping.

ohoh, just a couple of weeks ago it was amanda's 21st! :D
happy birthday girl (:

coming up is cny, YAY NO SCHOOL.
graceh had been a good girl for the past week, 'cos she finished an assignment last week, 2 tests and 1 assignment this week.
so she deserve a break before she studies for her marketing test which is on 1st feb. gasp.

for the next two weeks, it'll be bai-nians, outings, 21sts, old friends meetup! :D LEAPS.

/edited.
i forgot to mention i watched redcliff2 and ponyo a few weeks back before ning flew back to freezing land.
i must say i LOVE redcliff2 so much more than ponyo. we watched them one after another and i almost fell asleep in ponyo :x
only serene will agree with me, cos she was alr sleeping next to me. LOL. the rest were exclaiming how cute ponyo was, but she looks like a boy! the hair is a total disaster. oh dear. but the scenery in the animation is definitely breathtaking. that's a one plus point.

ohoh, i want to watch madagascar2 chinese dubbed! i saw snippets of it on wanyu and i was literally rolling on the floor. haha!

2009-01-01T13:14:00.002+08:00

HELLO 2009! GOODBYE 2008!

though the last month of 2008 had been nothing but great great great, i'm still looking forward to 2009 for a new start.
there's been too much shocking world news in 2008.
however, personally for me 2008 has been somewhat a good year. due to my selective memory, i only remembers to good things :D

ok, so.... i'm supposed to update about my december..but... its kind of eventful... i'm kind of drowsy from the tablets so it shall be postponed hahah :D

happy 2009 people (:

2008-12-13T23:53:00.002+08:00

if i'm ever going to be involved in src, call me stupid.

remind me to delete any related personnel's contact number after next week.

delete.

stares.

2008-12-10T17:01:00.002+08:00

ohoh, dad felt dizzy and nauseous during midnight.
so the family slept at 2plus.
and this morning i still went for the test!
i'm so proud of myself! :D

ahh, i suddenly rmb another ad.
it's this adidas ad,
showing different athletes of different sports needing their product.
then i saw taekwando and i turned to ask sihui,
me: eh, taekwando don't wear shoes, so need adidas for?
sihui: (split sec) err, hairband?

LOL. i was laughing in darkness.

2008-12-09T23:26:00.003+08:00

insanity.

i had 9 hours of lecture today and i just came home.
the best thing of all, i have a test tmr at 8.30am, which i hadn't study.

i just came on to grumble while waiting for my turn to bathe.
hahah.

after tonight's marketing lesson of watching ten over adverts on milk,
i'm having an urge to drink lotsa milk.
:D

ohoh, i like this ad i saw tonight.
about this boy waking way before waking time,
got his spade and watering can,
went out to the garden and bury his toy car.
then he started watering the toy car, while looking at the real car parked at the garage.
he's dreaming of his toy car growing up to become a real-size car!
cute like anything :D
it was the ad for mercedes-benz.

2008-12-08T00:39:00.003+08:00

i LOVE december.
gonna be packed with stuff, big and small :D

ohhh, i've been catching quite a bit of movies recently.

i caught 'nancy drew' on hbo just now.
it's surprisingly exciting :o

and i caught 'the bachelor' on hbo last week too.
though its a 1999 movie, it's nice~

and 'never been kissed' online!
it's a 1998 drew barrymore show!
the lit teacher is cute :D

ahh, tmr's holiday = sleep-in day.
snores. :D
eh wait, i think i have smthg on tue and wed.
don't rmb, and don't want to rmb.
hahah.

i hate cramps ):
they kill.

2008-12-05T16:37:00.002+08:00

last week was a musical-filled week :D

went for 'snow white and seven dwarfs' last wed.
the pantomime which i've been anticipating.
but, it wasn't as nice as i expected it to be ):
too political for my liking.
sigh, i miss jack and the beansprout.
still, it has some classic moments 'cos it was preview :D
like how seb's high heels got caught in the dress and he laments about how tough it was to act as a woman.

next up was 'the promise musical' gala night!
it was a fantabulous musical.
i had shivers throughout the whole show.
hmm how should i say, i love it more than snow white :x
corrine corrine! i want the songs!
oh, so i decided to watch it again!
texted serene and she was able to make it for sat night's!
STARJUMPS.

so for sat, i was ushering for the afternoon show.
and we spent hours playing mobile games.
from yisin with jasmine's phone, jiemin with adel's ipod and her phone, quanmei with isaac's phone, jasmine with zhenyan's phone etc. haha.
then it was night show with serene, ally,sharon,xc,mh,his friend, etcetc.
ehh, i still like gala night's more. heh
prolly cos it was my first time watching.
but corrine agreed that gala's was their best show.

OHHH.
i was watching the buffet show ytd.
and i want to go try out curry favour.
urgh. i so totally love japanese curry.
the show is so totally sinful.

OHH.
christmas tree is up!
mommy suggested putting up the tree last night.
but she was moaning and groaning at how she doesn't even know how to fix the stand for the tree.
so me being the helpful girl (erhmm)
i went to help her fix the stand..
then i put in the leaves..
then i arranged the leaves...
then i did the decorations...
and put up the lights...

see la, so much for being helpful. i do everything in the end..
and she sit there and say, " eh the tree abit dull leh." (shake leg in process, watching buffet show)
ok lor........ i go buy more deco lor.........
haha.

OHHHH!
stupid me put the star at the top of the tree first.
it seemed quite stable.
so i forgot about it, and carried on spreading out the tree leaves at the bottom.
suddenly, something white dropped down from the tree above.
and i thought a pigeon flew in from the window, thinking that is a real tree.
i LITERALLY FELL BACKWARDS.
it was the star...
wah... i must have gotten a few more wrinkles man.
hahah.

2008-11-24T23:25:00.003+08:00

HOORAYS TO MOMMY.
she found my long lost comb!

andand,
i think i bring some entertainment to workers during the morning rush.
due to avoiding of ppl, almost late for lesson, slippery shoes and a large piece of paper on the floor,
i slipped and fell to my knee in the mrt stn.
literally.
there's a bruise on my knee now )':
been a long time since i last fell, quite an experience.
'though it lasted for less than 5 sec.
me no like mondays.

and congrats to ppl who end their exams :D

2008-11-21T23:09:00.002+08:00

spent the day with solomon knights ytd.
went to visit saa.
super cosy can!

then it was grocery shopping.
we got grapes to be brought into kbox :x
HAHAH.

then it was ladies night :D
lovelove! :D

ohh, i'm thinking of not giving tuitions alr.
maybe just my nephew.

2008-11-17T22:26:00.002+08:00

STARJUMPS.
i did the impossible and finished my assignments!
(ok, i kind of crapped in the last few paragraphs.)

anyway, sharon is back!
yay! :D
we gave her tauhuay w tangyuans as birthday cake ytd.
so, it was meant to be a surprise, but our actions are tooo big to hide.
close both eyes ok :D

and i really want to watch madagascar2!
everyone is having exams ):
thanks ning for adding salt to the wound eh..
i thought you were busy!?

and yayness, cos i grumbled,
both mum and dad bought bananas home!
gorillas around~

ohoh, bro is at thailand!
he only came back from manila a week ago eh.
but he was superdeeduper happy to fly again can.
haha.

ohoh, it was a bigbang-wg-hyori filled weekend.
hurhur. watching mkmf live is so cool.
and i still can't get over the topri moment i saw live.
and i can't get enough of sunset glow too :D

2008-11-15T22:29:00.001+08:00

hoho,
it's bigbang love! :D
beeeeeg bang.

due on tue,
otia assign.
me test.

due on wed,
soci assign.

whyyy.
struggles.

2008-11-13T20:21:00.003+08:00

i want to go mingles at velocity to have ice-cream buffet! the sorbets look so nice! any takers? :D

to: soohuay & co (namely serene haha)
when are we free to go watch madagascar2?
you didn't reply my msg soo!
and i doubt you'll see this...

ohoh, i bumped into veron and wanjie and xuemin in the bus!
saw veron and wanjie from afar,
but xuemin scared me the next sec!
she didn't notice veron and wanjie at all!
haha, oh, i literally screamed in the bus.
xuemin ah, don't scare me like this man.

2008-11-06T19:35:00.003+08:00

YAY. pee-one got back his results.

he improved!

sa1 -
eng - 43/75
maths - 58/100
chi - 29/50

sa2 -
eng - 57/75
maths - 83/100
chi - 28/50

improved! YAY! i almost broke into cold sweat when the cousin(the mum) called me. haha!

2008-11-04T23:11:00.001+08:00

thanks jo for your tag (:

hmm, stomach flu since last night.
think i vomited at least 6 times. hah.
didn't manage to go for my kpop concert tonight as well.
hmm.
good timing.

weak tummy eh.

2008-11-03T01:27:00.004+08:00

i'm like superly upset.

what's with the kid in the teevee crying.

i feel like crying also la.

hate to lose things. ):

the contents in my organiser..

i write like everything in it! )':

**
on a lighter note,

YAY
i finish my marketing assignment (FINALLY)
and i can go to sleep.

2008-11-02T22:54:00.002+08:00

i'm stuck in my marketing essay for hours alr.

i can't find my organiser.
it has my timetable,
my things to do,
my dates.

yells.

i think i left it in school.
under some desk, in some lecture theatre.
crap.

2008-11-01T00:01:00.002+08:00

hmm, godbro's wedding is going to be pushed forward.
'cos carrie's mum is in quite a bad condition.
sigh. their wedding has been full of obstacles.
to everyone out there, do pray for carrie's whole family and my godbro's family k?

2008-10-31T00:26:00.003+08:00

Attention! Attention! There is a big hoo-ha at the tagboard over mingde! HAHA.

-.-

**

anyway, first things first.

HAPPY bELATED BIRTHDAY CUZZIE!

may you stay 18 forever :D

**

gave corrine a surprise attack over at her house on her bday night itself.
haha, gave her a marshmellows filled icecream for her.
(yes mich, i koped this idea from your friends! thank her for me! :D)

**

andandand, i played wii over at ahboygorgor's house on deepavali and last thurs!
floats around~
hurhur,
I LOVE WII!

**

tsk, it was last day of p1 tuiton on wed. (STAR JUMPs!)

**

met up with soo today for dinner.
been a longgg time since we went out tog, just two of us.
always with the crazee bunch la. haha.
felt good just talking and having dinner and dessert.
miss those days when we mug tog for o's and a's la.
^_^

**

andandand, it's coming!
04nov2008!
i want, nobody nobody but chu!

2008-10-19T01:01:00.004+08:00

spent half a day having lesson and tuition.
then spent the other half with cheenas.

lunched at shokudo,
gave the presents to mich and serene.
and played mich's ds.
super fun.

ooh.
muay thai is attached!
to ming de.
(note, names have been changed)

muay thai asked us to guess.
start with m.
so we guessed for about 3hrs.
matthew,marc,mark,max,manfred,muthu,muthusamy,mucus,money,money morgor, MIGHTY MOUSE!
(how come leesiongboon can get into our conversation so easily?, but i was laughing at that for at least 10 min)
and we narrowed to malcolm and melvin and money morgor.
he really got the face of m___ lee mingde.

:D

seriously, he suits that name! hohoho!

2008-10-14T23:23:00.002+08:00

a small interlude in school today.
adel and amanda was late today. we left seats for them.
this is our seating arrangement.

left aisle| empty| empty| sihui| me| empty| middle aisle

they came in from the middle aisle, amanda went to the empty seat next to the left aisle.
adel went to the empty seat next to the middle aisle.
hehe, adel was supposed to go to the empty seat next to sihui.

adel you're so cute :D

***
eh, i forgot if i'd washed away the conditioner in my hair.
hmm.

2008-10-11T23:56:00.002+08:00

You don't have to have money,
To make it in this world,
You don't have to be skinny baby,
If you wanna be my girl.

Oh you just gotta be happy,
But sometimes that's hard (sometimes that hard),
To just remember to,
Smile smile smile,
And that's a good enough start.

So if you ain't good looking,
Don't you let it get you down,
And if your love life ain't cookin' baby,
There'll be more fish around,

Oh you just gotta stay happy,
So put away that frown,
Just remember to,
Smile smile smile
To turn the world around.

Just remember to,
Smile smile smile
Smile smile smile
Smile smile smile
Come on and show us your teeth,
And what you got underneath.

Coz everyones got troubles,
But that's the way the story goes,
You don't need to get in trouble baby,
To see what's underneath your nose,

Oh coz if your feeling happy,
That's the place to let it show,
So just remember to,
Smile, smile, smile,
So everybody knows.

And it will make things so much better,
When your feeling low.

Just remember to,
Smile smile smile
Smile smile smile
Smile smile smile
Come on and show us your teeth,
And what you got underneath. (x3)

Smile, smile, smile,
You gotta
Smile, smile, smile,
Just remember to
Smile, smile, smile,
To turn the world around.

-McFly, Smile
:D

2008-10-11T15:57:00.001+08:00

oh, i forgot to mention,

i simply can't wait for snow white and the seven dwarfs!

2008-10-11T15:46:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLE!
you're twenty!

***

it hasn't been the best of weeks.
what's with the last day at p6's,
and everyday at p1's.

it's not at all easy dealing with a 7-year-old every night.
i think i'll age terribly after the exam period T.T

bought my secondhand textbooks at half the prices. whooyay :D

"do not benchmark yourself with the others, or you will have a never ending list of things to complete. "
-so said by this econs lecturer, ex-cfer.

and, on a random note, i love jay's new song, dao xiang!

2008-10-07T00:57:00.005+08:00

seriously, treating people as non-existent is the most hurtful thing.
be it on purpose or not.
your bad day becomes my bad day.

but well, one should more or less be used to this if they grow up in this kind of environment.
thus changing of mindset, changing of oneself so that one can integrate to the norms of what people are doing.

when you're talking to a person, look at him/her.
isn't that basic courtesy?

how crappy can a day get.

2008-10-06T14:58:00.002+08:00

a pleasant surprise from the solomons as they came to visit me ytd.
was down with the diarrhea package.
and, apparently they stalked me.
and obviously i didn't realise.
haha.

one of them said i won't even know if i was being robbed.
errr, i take that as a compliment.
ignorance is bliss...
:D

so, what i wanted to say is, such little surprises and gestures in life are actually the things that warm my heart (:

thanks peeps.

2008-10-02T01:53:00.004+08:00

it's home sweet home day tmr.
and i shall attempt to read the socio textbook which i borrowed on tuesday.

it looks interesting.

i'm thinking of buy otia and soci textbooks.
50plus + 40plus + 40plus = i don't want to know.

or shall i photocopy the w.h.o.l.e textbook?
hurhur.

ponders.

***

randomly,

i realise, when i need to read from an angle, silent reading doesn't work for me.
i need to read them out!

i prove this right on every tuition when i need to read upside down.
i'm super fluent :D
i proved it again just now, blog reading with ms oh.

h.e.l.p

2008-10-02T00:40:00.004+08:00

i had a lot of things to write about.
i was thinking of them as i bathe just now.
but i barely remembers a thing now.

***

sociologists make the familiar strange.
i so love this sentence.
people always don't understand what i'm talking about.
so, that makes me somewhat a sociologist eh.
:D

***

oh, i'm so hungry now :(
i have no motivation to continue typing.
my fingers feel jelly.

***

"i want, nobody nobody but chu(you)."
"wither you, wither you, wither you, wither you, wither you"

- what's the similarity between this two songs?
-the singers slurrrs.

***

same same but different.

serene and i have alot of similarities.
we have a lot of differences too.
you were saying, we hadn't had a serious quarrel before eh.
i wonder why too.
you're quick tempered, i'm so insensitive and blur that i might make you explode any time.
but hey, i'm still alive and kicking.
we're really on this balance beam that might tilt any moment eh. haha.
and adding to that, i'm just as quick tempered too.
haha. oh wells, i think we don't fight because, i forget really quick and you tend to forget and text/talk to me in the blink of eye. :D
and yes, our actions are way too comical too.

and seriously, why fight over that stupid book!
not worth it yo. seven years.
but actually, we can't count in the first two years.
its being in 3e4, and the only 2 hcls in 3e4 yo.
wang li~ (randoms)

someday, someday i'll succeed in the oh-bb manifestation.

randoms, you stayed over last tue!
and my dad asked for you on wed night -.-
like so naturally.
shoot, tell me about your relationship with my dad.

***

happy children's day.

it's psle in 2 days.
03 oct - 08 oct.
fingers crossed.
prays real hard.

(punctuations boy! spelling boy! paragraphs boy!!)

and i gave my kid a massager, the animal-head-on-the-stick which you hit your back with. :D

***

sihui and i ladies night-ed last thurs.
hurhur, i like 2 person k session.

***

my bro changed a new modem.
the speed is horrendously faster now.
whoohoo! (<-- haha tsk tsk, corrine!)

***

diarrhea-ed over the weekend.

***

ohhh!! it was singapore grand prix weekend!
exciting!

i'm super happy fernando alonso got first.
but kimi raikkonen, my jaw literally dropped when he banged at the last 5th lap.
@_@

and i feel like singing " kimi o aishiteru~" everytime i say kimi.
hahaha. ( and i see ning's grin while serene starts singing)

***

mass msg > no reply > mass again > still no reply >mass again > 1 reply.
no money collected.
deadline not met.
bah.

meeting on fri. 9am.

***
eh, i don't feel like typing alr.
hahaha.

***
-edited :
suddenly i'm missing ning!
ning you're missed!!
yells across the oceans.

it's like a few posts before, i'm still yakking away about you! =(
survive in bristol aye.
survive in your dim room.
it's looks cosy though. (:

2008-09-21T00:25:00.006+08:00

it's WN 2008 today!
well, i had fun and serene you should have come man.
so i was at church at 9am till 11pm!
in between going for tuition.

shall write more when i'm not tired.
andandand i'm so hungry my mum's fried rice taste HEAVENLY.
seriously.

long day one (and it'll be a long post)

2008-09-16T00:59:00.005+08:00

i really think that ning's life is full of unexpected turns.
for other people, leaving sg to other countries for further studies is already a very sad issue.
and just the departure scene is tearful enough.

however, for ning, even a simple 12 hr flight (ok, it's not as simple as it sound) to the other half of the globe can take almost a day and a half.

the drama starts with serene, me and soohuay going to the airport to send off ning last night(14sept) at 10.20pm. soo had a dramatic turnup, just like korean dramas, where she cabbed to the airport, yelled at the driver, ran across the airport in heels in search of ningdie.

oh right, before that, it was my share of drama. I saw joanna's whole family* at the airport. She was there to send off her cousin. She was shocked to see me, so was I. Haha.
Background info: So, ning is going to bristol(?) with her 3 friends. And, coincidentally, one of the friends is joanna's cousin. o.O
That explains everything. heh.

So we bade farewell at the departure gate and thought ning is on the flight alrdy. Who knows, she texted at 1.30am saying she has been taxiing the runway for 2 hours and just as she texted, the captain said the flight has been rescheduled to 4.25am due to technical problems and fog. We thought its super exaggerated already, and who knows again, she gave a good morning message and said the flight has been rescheduled to 3pm, and she's on her way to Crowne Plaza hotel to rest as prepared by SIA. How dramatic can it get!

Oh wows, I can only say ning, maybe they know your air-sickness eh. that's why they delayed time after time :D

*really whole family, pastor ng, mr goh, deborah..etc..

**
today is start of school!
- woke up around 6.30am. it was a pretty easy wake up as i slept for 3+ hours only. haha. insomnia+ worried for ning.
- it was pouring when i went out of house at 7.30am. URGH.
- the train is jampacked. was feeling super disgusted by this uncle who was sticking behind me. i couldn't budge. if only i had space to move la. but, urgh, 阴影.
- i think my dress sense for today was a total screw up.
- had marketing today. seems like my lecturer is a hongkie. she's interesting, but the min she off the lights to show various advertisement clips, it's gone case for me. (HAHA)
- went home to nap a while before going for tuition in the evening.
- went for cf maf celeb at lakeside around 8.30pm.
- was stranded for about half an hour, kept walking, but i found them around 9pm.
- left the place around 10.30. and met serene at jp for macs dinner/supper = dinper. :D

and cabbed home with serene sponsoring :D

oh, the post didn't turn out as long as i expected. good that i used point forms. :D
alright then, it's time to say goodnight.
tmr's another long day.

2008-09-14T00:35:00.002+08:00

the really scary lenses experience.

for the right, i took 5 min to pop in the lens.
for the left, i took half an hour to pop it in.

then i took it out after 4 hrs.
ppl tell me that taking out is easier and faster.
butbutbut, i don't think so!
i took half an hour to pinch out that 2 plastics!

if you tell me about practice makes perfect, i'll tell you about phobia built-up.
sigh.

**
CG experience no more, it became aftermeal chat and archade!

ps, CG - chinese garden.

**
ambushed ning at her place ytd.
gave her a simple advanced birthday celeb.
she saw my camera the min she open her house door lar. )':
but the short gathering is still nice and cosy and noisy(:
oh how i love them so :D

2008-09-13T01:02:00.002+08:00

aye, i have this impulse to buy this book to read. and i think sehly might be interested too [:

the memory keeper's daughter - kim edwards

lalala, but i'm low on cash. haha.
still need to find ways to get my $700 continuing registration fees.

i've been groaning toooo much.
)':

2008-09-11T12:09:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday MOMMY!

seriously you don't look 50! still as pretty yo!

just called my mum to sing her birthday song.
and told her many happy birthdays from many ppl namely ally serene foodfiesta ppl.
:D she sounded paiseh (cos my voice was blasting through the phone and the whole meizhenxiang can hear it)
but its super fun! :D

sidetracked a lil, my ma seriously faked that smile ya.

**
and oh, my dad looks kinda suave here too!

2008-09-09T01:06:00.002+08:00

rmb the powerpuff girls song?
-love love love, love love love love, love love love love makes the world goes round!

and so, i improvised it, and changed it to,

fees fees fees, fees fees fees fees, fees fees fees fees make my world go siao.

**
if you're getting a 'lil blur,
please check out powerpuff girls - love makes the world go round.

2008-09-06T23:33:00.004+08:00

today seemed like an eventful day for me.
but thankfully through God's guidance i didn't really feel tired or lethargic.
although timings made me yank my hair, i still, succesfully arrived at my various destinations in one piece. (tsk, one piece leh)

so there was WN combined rehearsal from 10-2pm.
then i bused down for wei en's tuition from 3-4.30pm.
by then i'm famished. so i went home for some instant noodles. hah.
then went outta house at 5pm, trained down to city hall for food feista! meeting which is at 6.
bro called while i was on my way, practically yelled in the train.
told me to skip meeting, leave at 7pm etc.

but of course i cant. the event is starting in 3 weeks. it's only the second meeting. of course i have to go to make things clear first ma. and i/c will be late la.

but in the end we came to consensus to meet at 7.45.
and thank goodness our meeting kinda settled some stuff, so i slipped off first.
sigh, super apologetic.

anyw, so the whole family went to a really nice restaurant to have dinner to celebrate mum & dad's birthday, which is on 11th and 25th sept respectively.

we had casual chinese cuisine at the Chew's.
quite nice! shall upload some photos when my network is cooperative.
then it started pouring!! o.O
but thank GOD! we were not drenched at all, as there is shelter from anchorpoint to ikea where we parked the cars.
(:
so overall, all's well and bro kee had emailed me the ppt.
he got me worrying for the past few days la.

yay.

**
OH, jojo made my day when i checked my blog just now before i go cityhall.
because YOU TAGGED!
i'm like zeeellly happpy :D

2008-09-06T23:23:00.004+08:00

HAPPY bELATED 18TH BIRTHDAY SEHLY!
(adeline!)

may this coming year be another year full of happiness and bliss.
and you'll stay as crazy as ever, be truly happy always!
(:

here's a blog entry to you, as an apology for not texting you ytd!
(bows 270 degrees)

(struggles between changing date to 5th or not.)
(decided against it)
(honesty is a virtue :D)

2008-09-05T23:40:00.002+08:00

hana yori dango final
*boys over flowers final*
eh, the movie is not bad, say the shooting the scene the people etc.
but after you finish the show, the conclusion and the reason behind everything kinda pulled the whole movie down.

tsktsk,
oguri shun as a pastor at the very end was a total comedy.
he is the true blue comedian!
:D

**
i hate it when people misunderstand me.
maybe it's my fault.
so, meeting agenda is sent but my email is not replied.
fine.

2008-09-04T10:51:00.003+08:00

met up with ally ytd to go buy contacts trial.
and we bought really expensive pouch.
we succumb to impulses really easily.
haha. my bad.

then it was cf. didn't really feel like going due to the rain.
but i'm glad i went.
met a whole lotta cute bunch [:
met for dinner first then cf then supper.
reached home at 12. O_O
haha. like :D!
at least it wasn't sucha a bad experience as_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _.

2008-09-03T00:55:00.004+08:00

wed-
p6kid gave me a teacher's day present.
kind of freaked me out.
those who knew, alr knew.
haha!

friday-
went serene's hostel tog with ning.
to visit the temporarily handicapped serene.
ning bought a mountainful of food for her as housewarming gifts haa. i kinda helped by dropping some boxes accidentally into the basket. :D

serene's friend left her jap textbook at serene's hostel.
the title is " Japanese, for Singaporeans"
like, eh?
so does it mean,
paiseh - sumimasen
thankyou - arigatou
xiah mi?! - nani?!

and, her friend is called "chan kah mun"
eh?
doesn't it sound like "ca ka man" in korean? (which means wait a minute)

heh. ningdie lin, you are so funny eh. and we are such bad girls to tease other ppl's names.

sat-
tuition.
change skit rehearsal.
sat in for band rehearsal. :D

sun-
sick! (nani!!)
sumimasen adel.
(you jumped across the grasspatch with gummy!)
lol.

mon-
stayed home, a few tremours, tuition.
rumoured, results will arrive by post today.
and bro got to know about it, and he tricked me into believing one of the power bills was my result slip. (my heart skip a beat)
then, someone knocked at my door. i thought they had dhl-ed it over from london.
so i jumped from the bed, ran to the door, to find a salesman selling icecream to me. (i almost fainted)

those two incidents happened within half an hour. back to back.
tell me about a weak heart.

tue-
sihui called out of the blue while i was watching hzgg. (aaha, i can explain about hzgg)
so i happily answered and she was here to inform me about the release of results in the portal!
have you ever played freeze and melt?
well, its not a game now, i literally froze.
so i calmly (or so i assumed) on my striker, went on to portal with much patience, and saw my results.
and, i didnt fail any! SAFE!
after seeing my results, i literally melted too.
and i started babbling on the phone with sihui.
i'm sorry girl. *bows 150degrees*

tell me about rollercoaster.
i don't even have to be on it, to experience it.

bahhs.

2008-08-26T20:57:00.002+08:00

hmm, jo is in hk alr.
hope all is well for her.
jiayou jojolee! [:

the video turn out ok. although it could have been better. thank God.
cos i was so petrified that the saving of video will not pass through.
who knows, although the video wasn't saved completely, it was stopped at quite a good moment actually [:
soohuay, you're really a classic.
no, i should say, each and everyone of us in cheenas is a classic. haha.
love the cd design too. hurhur.
it sure looks 低调的华丽 from far, but upclose, its another feel.
haha say, 搞笑？
ning 不愧是个很有才华的综艺咖. hahaha.

so, jojolee, see you in dec (:
ningdie lin, you too.
haha.

***
was feeling super sad that my bbt boys are graduating from the show alr.
T.T
***
then i chance upon this mv while i browse ch 51.
greeen - kiseki.
i like the lyrics, the tune, the mv.
so sweet and heartwarming.

yea, kinda made me ask my mom when is their wedding anniversary too.
realise my dad has the same problem as the dad in the mv.
forgetful.
haha.

2008-08-22T18:02:00.002+08:00

掌声是别人给你的肯定

健康是你给自己的肯定

原来如此。

2008-08-19T00:25:00.002+08:00

eugenia called just now.
to say i'm second i/c.
hmm.
i'm surprised and kind of excited.

2008-08-18T21:58:00.004+08:00

when you're in a foul mood and you need to act happy.
when fake smiles become real laughter.

when you're in a good mood and it became anger.
when you're boiling inside but you tell yourself not to blow up
and you started the cold war.

wonders of tuitions

and, it's not my day.

2008-08-14T23:58:00.000+08:00

ehhhh my friend got new bf alr.
haha.
congrats (:

went out with ning today to get earrings.
and we shopped around.
i got 2 books.
and we got "world without strangers" tee from giodano.

ahh. i shouldn't go outta my house man.
i spend like nobody's business!

bites.

2008-08-14T22:14:00.002+08:00

Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit, but in humility consider others better than yourselves. -philippians 2:3

>> Respect means we trust others, instead of assuming they’ll do it wrong, or that they won’t do it as well.

2008-08-13T01:42:00.002+08:00

praise the lord!

now all the timings don't clash!
at least for this week.
i'm so happy i can scream!
almost plucked my hair, arranging all the different timings.

now it's all solved!
lalala~

2008-08-11T18:48:00.003+08:00

why isn't there more hours in a day?

-grumbles-

>edited
i should say, why do timings always clash and i have to choose?

>>edited edited
wahh, federica pellegrini of italy broke both WR for 400m and 200m. she's like wow.

(ehh, pardon me, i'm watching the swimming heats as i blog. kind of distracting)

2008-08-11T18:43:00.002+08:00

happy ndp holiday (emits sacarsm haha.)

tuitions since this morning. and went to lunch with soo at vivo.
just came back and cousin texted to cancel tuition for the night.
yes!
thank you lord!
i'm like sooo tired i might just stone and give in if i were to give tuition tonight.
butbut, lil nephew is sick.
so, i shall pray for him too (:

2008-08-11T00:12:00.002+08:00

was bball addicted just now!
usa vs china!
101-70!

i like usa's No. 6 & 11 , whoever they are. haha. they were geat in the game.
and so was kobe! no. 10! but he wasn't consistent, sometimes his 3-pointers are so good, sometimes errr.. haha.

i like china's no. 11 too! hmm, not bad looking, fast and swift too! heh :D

so exciting in front, but usa led the second half.
andand usa no. 6 likes to slam dunk! faints.
ok, i'm off. haha.

that's quite abrupt.

2008-08-10T20:48:00.002+08:00

the swimming heats are so exciting.
i've been screaming and shouting for the past hour.
yells!
and the usa just set a new WR for 4x100m male.
yells!
when is my ian thorpe coming out? or has he retired? can't be!!
and sharon's says that there's usa basketball, but i was checking all the channels and it doesn't say bball at 9pm(our time)!

ohohoh! volleyball, beach volleyball are super exciting too!
i love the italian beachvolleyballers.
they have such great sportsmanship!
:D

alrights, back to the heats!

2008-08-09T22:45:00.002+08:00

shall share a song which i've been madly listening to recently.
i love her voice. first heard her on bleeding love months ago. and fell in love with the intro. haha. only the intro, the back was kind of irritating.
then i found this song. aww.

leona lewis - here i am

This is a crazy world
These can be lonely days
It's hard to know who's on your side
Most of the time

Who can you really trust
Who do you really know
Is there anybody out there
Who can make you feel less alone
Some times you just can't
make it on your own

If you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll always be your friend

When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am, hmmm

If you have broken dreams
Just lay them all on me
I'll be the one who understands
So take my hand

If there is emptiness
You know I'll do my best
To fill you up with all the love
That I can show someone
I promise you you'll never walk alone

Well if you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll always be your friend

When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am, oooo

Everybody needs somebody who
They can pour their heart and soul into

Well if you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll always be your friend

When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am, Here I am

***
was procrastinating whether to send out the email just now.
urghs.
thanks for the 2 advisors :D

2008-08-09T19:30:00.002+08:00

was at jalan ntu the whole afternoon ytd.
going from can A to nanyang supermarket to can 2 to hostel.
haha. i love the supermarket.
it has SO MUCH MORE VARIETY in the cup noodles choices.
i'm awed.
slacked at the hostel. although the hall is quite old, but i like the fact that they have their own toilet and its cosy. haha. good job yo serene. :D i'm so gonna go slack there when i'm not so lazy to travel. HAH.

2008-08-05T21:44:00.001+08:00

somehow i'm happy my brother's back.
kind of miss talking to him in the unearthly hours.
but he is flying again at the end of the month.
:(

2008-08-05T00:30:00.002+08:00

essential brew at holland village is such a comfy place.
ally introed such a nice place to us :D
had afternoon tea there with ally and minhai on sunday.
(afternoon tea..so classy!!)

managed to have a short meet up with pearlie in the afternoon.
and i met up with shirley in the evening too, in between tuitions :D
hzgg!

2008-08-04T12:54:00.002+08:00

i think i've said this before to a few.
i really really want to sponsor a kid.
china,india..wherever.
but..my income is unstable :'(

2008-08-03T02:37:00.001+08:00

it's a wonder how similar interest in korean variety can bring me closer to my primary school friend.
and she knows hara too!

A!

2008-08-02T01:27:00.002+08:00

i wanted to blog.
but i didnt know what to blog about.

hmm.
lets see.

went for money not enough2 premiere with serene on wed.
dad gave us corporate tickets.

met up with soo on thurs.
supposed to watch red cliff.
but well, we just shopped and talk :D

had jc gathering just now.
hee. it was normal.
and confortable too.
the guys were tired though.
only yulun was high.

blister's bursting.
pearlie's fourth toe is numbed.
shir's taidu shirt is so nice can.

excited for upcoming stay at jo.
and ning's coming back soon.
mt faber soon too. (i said this eons ago too)
sodagreen tmr.
many birthdays upcoming!
and a probable jc trip next yr too. yoho! :D

2008-07-28T23:49:00.000+08:00

jo hasn't told me.
but, i got it out from serene in two secs when she hinted.
serene arh.

anyw,
our dear jojo is going to hongkong to study film studies.
congratulations!
director lee!
my friend is a director!
:D :D :D

2008-07-24T23:15:00.004+08:00

was walking home in the rain, after tuition.
and i thought it was kind of sad and drama.
so i text serene to give me some drama music.

her choice was autumn in my heart theme song by hot.
HAHA. super sad.
:D

2008-07-21T22:54:00.004+08:00

was thinking about peejay and stuff.
how i missed it.
collected my peejay jacket from yihan last sat.
i love it.

here's a peejay tradition song.

[[chapter next]]

chorus;
well my first week in school was totally great
much fun and friends i had made
orientation wasn't bore
to tell you the truth i wanted more
college is like a whole new page
like flipping a book (flipping a book!)
to chapter next!

***

this will be the first and the last time i'm doing paid work for people i know.
i never knew chain calls from them are so stressful.
i'm even getting scared of receiving calls/sms from them.
i don't like that feeling.
):

youth day

2008-07-21T00:18:00.002+08:00

oh now that im about to start, i realise its my last year involved in youth day!
kind of feel that i didnt really give my all in my youth days.
eh, i sound like im old.

anyway,
tuanqi yesterday was interestingly funny! the speaker spoke about stress management.
she was so lively and the talk was so full of tests that we were kept busy and focused throughout!
then it was youthday skit rehearsal till around 10.30.

today.
reached church around 9.15am and had our final rehearsal before the service starts.
now i'm nicknamed "ice kachang asam" by yiihuan. faints.
not bad, the service and the skit ran smoothly.
three cheers and claps to corrine and adeline! :D
didi, good job! :D

ally did a great job in being the emcee for the service too. you looked so "shuai qi!" (HANDSOMEly PRETTY!! :D)
and please take care of your own body.
please!

and to all the youths today, good job neh!
we've done things that are pleasing to our Father :)

then, the whole bunch waited in church before we head to yisin's house.
the super big house.
its even bigger than this other 5 storey bungalow that i saw few years back.
anyway, it was for yisin's bday.

oh! i brought slippers to change too!
tell me i'm smart. :D
so, we were having a christian songs marathon. whereby we didnt stopped! exciting lo!
and we ate at yisin's house.
her dog's super cute. gummy!
but he is super hyper and he sticks to you! he runs like he is chasing a cat!!
jiemin was so funny! she saw the dog coming and she ran with the dog chasing behind her..
haha..they hopped together on the grass..
just like grassland express bus..
and they ran at least 3 rounds around the grass patch.
that's like super-dee-duper funny..
haha!

alrights. off to bed. tired!

2008-07-17T18:17:00.004+08:00

was talking to serene ytd as we roam the mall.
she was telling me how her knee aches, said in 3 languages.

serene: 我knee jing tia(in hokkien)
me: eh, konnichiwa? (in nasal voice)

HAHA.
it took me 15 minutes to calm down after that.
i'm easily amused.

2008-07-16T00:14:00.003+08:00

i had quite a few chats with various people over these few days.

chatted with aunt on monday night.
and realised the power of faith.
it can convert the whole family from buddhists to christians.
power of prayers!

chatted with jane.
hmm, due to privacy. i can't tell much.

chatted with adeline's mum just now.
about kids.
and we chatted from 9 till almost 11.
coincidentally i didnt bring my phone out.
and my mum was all ready to go out and find me when i reached home.

that aside,
i was really privileged to be able to taste korean spicy rice cakes on monday!
it tasted like.. the instant kimchi noodles that i always eat.
just that it is spicier.

and i tasted their sushi that the mum made herself last week too.
and i drink their traditional barley water every day. the drink which the kids hate while i like -.-
and just the other day the sister sang me the " 1 to 10" song. oohhmymama, super cute. with added actions.
andandand, tmr's the last day. ):
bawls.